How do I find myself?

It seems like I'm not a normal teenager! I'm an animal person, love poetry, reading, music, antique things, globes, alternative rock, country, the 'goth' look, sports etc. It's like everything mixed together...and I don't know who I am anymore. I don't like prissy girly girls who will scream bloody murder at a ball that's coming at 1 mph. I don't know who I am...I don't have a style either... It's just like bleh...